Sunday, April 1, 2012

OH YES

I am glad to say that Lydia is safe AND is to be married! How proud I am to say that. I just love that she found someone to share her life with, even if it has brought on slight complications. I do not see why my husband will not let Lydia and her new man visit our home.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

LYDIA

Oh no! News has come in that Lydia has taken a strong liking to Wickham and is off with him in an unknown location. I am infuriated with Colonel Forster for breaking his promise. He ensured me that he would keep my Lydia out of trouble; well look at what has happened! Now my husband has left to search every hotel in Longbourn for the couple. Goodness.

Those Bingleys..

With reason, I have grown to despise the Bingley family. Evidently, Mr. Bingley broke the heart of my beautiful Jane. Now, it is Miss Bingley, who has insulted my sweet Lizzy. As Miss Bingley made a negative comment on Lizzy's beauty, Darcy returned with opposition. His claiming that Lizzy is one of the most beautiful women brings happiness to me. I have grown fond of Darcy myself and wish that Lizzy has done the same.

My Own Marriage

I have spent an abundance of time and effort concerning my daughters' lives that I have not even considered my own. My dear husband has not expressed his feelings for me in some time now. It is as if he has seized to love me. I wish to revive our marriage. It seems to me as if he often criticizes my actions (in a subtle manner).

Lizzy's Visit

Lizzy has recently contacted me while at Pemberley. She told me that while she toured Darcy's home, she wondered what it would like to be his wife. This statement gave me hope for Lizzy's future. I believe that she is beginning to develop a liking for Darcy. I am rather pleased to see that.

Opportunity for Lizzy

Lizzy has been invited to join the Gardiners in a tour of the Derbyshire countryside. This is a wonderful opportunity for her! She will be able to visit Pemberley, which could bring her closer to Darcy. I hope that she will soon admire him. He really is a suitable man for her.

Dinner

The Lucas's came for dinner at our home. While Elizabeth and Jane kept quite, Lydia spoke of her exciting coach ride home. Furthermore, she hopes to go to Meryton to see the officers. I am not so fond of the idea. The girls are still young and inexperienced. I will talk to my husband about it, but I am not in favor of the idea currently.